The end of October, Start of NOvember!! What's happening...

The Beginning, The End and all in-between.

35Y/O


Life's been happening and ticking along in the background, I've been immersing myself in different types of work, stocks and shares - trading- crypto-gardening-babysitting love the little people. One thing that will always remove myself from myself.

Working out how to monetize various social media platforms and find the widest reach with algorism tweaks and make it work for me and the company(ies) it has been fun lots of research getting back into my geek mode, time consuming to say the least.

Lots of networking/collaborations working out various profiles where it slaps or hits right. Best way to get more site traffic is to cause a debate....

16 Y/O



Therapy

So I received my call to start my trauma and abuse therapy. 52 weeks an hour a week = 520 hours to unravel and re'box my entire life...

I've been on the waiting list 12 months so will glad to get started : at the beginning somewhere  in the middle. The month of November has always been a hard one since the age of 7 life changed drastically and dramatically.. that's for another blog post.

Neurology

I'm back in with neurology so wait for that appointment research NICE(National Institute of Clinical Excellence) current DMT (Disease Modifying Therapies) with the highest effect and relapse reduction rate for Multiple Sclerosis, looking forward to my Immune System staying within the Brain and Blood Brain Barrier(BBB).

Assessments

Decided against completing my ADHD assessment was half done, yet for me makes more sense if in doubt (leave it out) and all that. Too much pressure and hassle for something that may not be...

Life

When we fix our selves we realise the life we always wanted/deserve. The Person I needed when I was younger.. also accountability for some things that have happened. however working it out without the people here, its not slander its just the truth of life, However i do struggle with this so have to be unbiased, that's for the therapist. 

A year ago I wouldn't have been here, progress has been made I still have the occasional suicidal ideology, with my DNA its something i have to learn to manage.

Trying to remove of feelings I didn't know where going to be so intense, or that I still had in me. I deserve a life and happiness. I came back to life for YOU, yet I deserve more. Saying it out loud makes it real and can process it properly.


So Life is happening, I'm detaching not something I thought would ever happen in this situationship but is what it is I felt in ways I hadn't before, too the future. Catch You Soon

Location: Norwich, UK

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